I’m struggling with ED today, and it seems I am not the only one. I wish I could just selflessly give my body over to pregnancy, but I can’t. I admit it, I still purge sometimes. I can’t stand being full, and however much better I am now, I just can’t seem to cut it out all together. And while other girls seem to be able to enjoy pregnancy treats, as soon as I eat a bit too much chocolate, or a bit too much cake, I have binged and must purge. I am trying not to eat too much so I don’t feel like I have to, but sometimes I do. I hate ED with my whole being, and I hate people that promote them, I hate thinspo, I hate everything to do with the pro ED movement. My life would be so much easier without them. I am going to work now, and am back in the ring, I will fight ED, it just needs to leave me alone, let me enjoy my pregnancy without making my life so hard.