Haven’t posted in so long, been having a really tough time with ED and Ophelia has turned into a nightmare child……….I think she was feeding off my negativity and I was getting grumpier and grumpier, it was a vicious circle.
So….I finally dragged my arse to the docs, and she basically told me it was all because I was tired and I needed to night wean, stop breastfeeding completely by one year and let her CIO…………First class bitch, I was so angry and upset, I finally went to ask for help and just got told how to disconnect from my baby. Brilliant. Fucking bitch. I was so cross. Plus side it sort of slapped me back into reality, making me realise that I needed to be close to baby during this hard time for both of us. She seems a bit better, I am pleased. And will never let her CIO.
Good news was I got an extended rear facing car seat for Ophelia on special offer, £245, still pretty hefty, but it was the best price I could find. I got a Britax Maxfix, I wanted the one that turned to put baby in easily, but at £100 more, it wasn’t going to happen. I love the new seat, but it is massive!! A beast! It’s taken up so much room in my car!
Other than the bitch doctor, not much to report, trudging along, Ophelia is getting bigger and smarter every day, I think she will start crawling soon!! AH!! And she’s 7 months tomorrow. <3