My recovery through space and time

Me and my sister have eaten 4 chocolate bars between us.  It’s 1030………………we suck.  We are blaming hormones, this is what happens when you put menstrual and pregnant in a bed together!!  :D  Jupiter is happy though, chirping away, probably laughing at our future diabetes!!  

I just made the one minute chocolate covered Katie chocolate cake, it was DIVINE!!  Totally vegan, and I subsituted the oil for banana, and sugar for stevia, so healthy and not fattening.  I’m not going to lie, it was very triggering, I wanted to make millions of cakes and eat them all afterwards………………………….I’m still in the kitchen, cooking some healthy vegetables instead.  I will not binge, I don’t want to purge!!  I hate it so much!!  AH!!  Ok, I’ll be ok, I have tea.  Need to do more yoga, wait for lunch to digest then do yoga.  Yes………….I can do this.  I will not fail day six.  I am strong.  

I was going to make either vegan cookies, or more raw vegan bars today, but as I am feeling triggered, I might not………..lets not tempt it.   

Today I am so happy!  My baby sis is engaged, and we are just chilling out, drinking tea and admiring her ring!  But I have really bad period pain and just want to eat vegan chocolate!!  Luckily I do not have any, that could end badly, and I am on day six B/P free.  So I made a vegan strawberry chocolate frozen yoghurt thingy which was delicious!!  Infact, I am going to share the recipe with you all.  I am going to call it frozen vegan love.  I will dedicate it to my baby sis and her hubby to be.  

Frozen vegan love 

160g frozen strawberries

2 tablespoons cocoa powder

150g soya yoghurt

2 tablespoons soya/almond/hazlenut milk

Blend till smooth and enjoy!  Makes about 2 servings, although, I won’t lie, I ate the whole lot as I am grumpy and need chocolate!